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今晚不知怎么了~~没有温书的心情。。。

坐在书桌一个钟了~书本上一个句子都没有进脑~~

很久都没有像今晚这样的情绪了~~不知道是我掩饰得太好~还是今天的情绪真的超不好！！

也不晓得为什么~就是超级不爽~~

what the head having such kind of mood!!really hate that!!

shit!!!What the hell!!!!

Sometimes really cannot understand what am I actually thinking of. It seems like very complicated, till even me myself also cannot catch up what is actually the things I want.

I had also ask myself several times, does it worth me  having such kind of bad mood???

Well, the answer is absolutely NOT!!It won't benefit me and is totally UNWORTHY!!

However I still cannot control myself to be emo and really bother about it. And the worst thing is I even don't know I  bother about what.

Happiness??My study???Challenges??

Actually I don't think that there are anything make me to worry about now but it seems like I still missing somethings. What terrible is that??

Well, now only I can realize that human wants are always unlimited and we always want more than the available resources. We cannot full filled whatever we want with wealth.

Anywhere,I think I should persuade myself to leave from such kind of bad mood. If not, how can I get excellent result in my exam??I must!!!!!!!!If not~if I fail to get the result which I aim for, I will feel sorry for myself and also my parents.

I cannot be the LOOSER or FAILURE !!!