Monday, August 30, 2010

300810~~FRIENDS

The human survival is based on friendship. From the highest authority to the lowest bums living on the streets all of them have experienced in some way or the other one of these different kinds of friendships. We take this friendship for granted because it is something that exists naturally in society and most of us never really have to actually go out into the world looking for.
For me,to live life without the experience of friendship, is life without living. Human interaction is a necessity to survival, but developed friendships are an essential to the successful well being of anyone.In this world,there may be have many valuable things but a true friendship may be the one of the most important and we cannot purchase it with wealth.
However in my life, I have several types of friends.An ordinary friend, best friend,and finally a special friends.I belief that everyone in this world should have divide their friends into these three categories.
What's an ordinary friend?best friend?special friend?
Well, now i don't want to talk more about that because everyone have their own opinion on it and the meaning is not based on fact but is value judgment. 

300810~Tir3d

What a tiring day.?!!!My mind was blank and just can't work s usual.I'm really worried about my presentation on Thursday!!!That will be consider as our first assessment!!
I feel nervous..tension..and feel pressure on it.Besides that,I'm having a group discussion on ECS again on Wednesday!!My God.....this week is really a terrible and bad week to me.Unluckily,I'm not feeling well this few days.Really tired........and want say bye bye to everythings!
I nearly gave up my hope to continue search for the information that I want just now.It feels like I already use up all my energy.Terrible!!
My life at Curtin is really super duper busy like a restless bee.Have you seen a bee busy looking for food and suck??That's a better description for me now.
Anywhere.I hope that I can come across all those difficultives although I have health problem.
I hope that everything will be fine before I graduate from here.
Lastly,to someone whose by my side(in the bottom of my heart)...although there's a distance between you and me but what I can say is..you are really special and important to me.
I keep on praying everyday,hope you will be fine...and happy forever.

Thursday, August 26, 2010

260810

今晚不知怎么了~~没有温书的心情。。。
坐在书桌一个钟了~书本上一个句子都没有进脑~~
很久都没有像今晚这样的情绪了~~不知道是我掩饰得太好~还是今天的情绪真的超不好!!
也不晓得为什么~就是超级不爽~~
what the head having such kind of mood!!really hate that!!
shit!!!What the hell!!!!
Sometimes really cannot understand what am I actually thinking of. It seems like very complicated, till even me myself also cannot catch up what is actually the things I want.
I had also ask myself several times, does it worth me  having such kind of bad mood???
Well, the answer is absolutely NOT!!It won't benefit me and is totally UNWORTHY!!
However I still cannot control myself to be emo and really bother about it. And the worst thing is I even don't know I  bother about what.
Happiness??My study???Challenges??
Actually I don't think that there are anything make me to worry about now but it seems like I still missing somethings. What terrible is that??
Well, now only I can realize that human wants are always unlimited and we always want more than the available resources. We cannot full filled whatever we want with wealth.
Anywhere,I think I should persuade myself to leave from such kind of bad mood. If not, how can I get excellent result in my exam??I must!!!!!!!!If not~if I fail to get the result which I aim for, I will feel sorry for myself and also my parents.
I cannot be the LOOSER or FAILURE !!!

Thursday, August 19, 2010

190810 彩虹

彩虹,随着凉凉的风,披着醉人的雨,唤醒我沉睡已久的梦~~

彩虹,是一座弯弯的七彩桥
我想踏上那座艳丽的桥
写下属于我的美丽传说
左边是秋风落叶
右边是夜雨轻飘
勾出一副诱人的风景
轻轻描述着一个人间的动人传说

彩虹,是七位美艳动人的仙女
各自披着红橙黄绿蓝靛紫的纱衣
绽放着属于各自的光芒
七种颜色
犹如七种心情
如此梦幻的画面
世间何处寻?

彩虹,是一个爱情不老的见证
随着雨过的晴空,娇艳的霞光
一道绚丽的七彩光瞬间照耀人间
蝴蝶纷飞,花香四溢
轻轻唤醒所有爱情神话
它象征着人间爱情的真谛
一个世人追随的爱情之魂

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

170810夜里的风

一个人,温好书后,也就是我写部落格的时候了。。。
9:15pm~~说早不早,说迟也不算太迟 。开始无聊了,一边听歌,一边写下专属今晚的夜。
什么时候开始,我喜欢吹着夜里冷冷的风?
忘记了~~~
而明明怕冷的我,此刻却将窗户打开,任由冷风阵阵袭来。。。。。。。。。。。。。
夜里有风,风里有我,而我。。。又能拥有什么呢?



夜里的风~~
带着爽朗和甜美的微笑
我想将自己融入其中
却发现原来它不知何时
已渗了哀伤和苦酸

夜里的风~~
带着我朦胧而凄凉的梦
我想迎着风微笑
却发现泪水已不知何时
轻轻滑落我脸颊

夜里的风~~
带着回忆随着秀发飘舞
我想把最美的都留给你
却发现有你相伴的日子
都是最美最甜的

夜里的风~~
带着花香弥漫在我的房里
我想随风忆起与你同在的每个夜晚
无奈我不是一抹春风
吻不住你秀气的脸庞

Sunday, August 15, 2010

150810雨夜


一个人躲在宿舍房间,除了读书,还是读书。
不能看戏,不能拿歌,昨天研究一晚,终于给我研究到能够透过hotmail acc聊天。开心到。。。哈哈哈。。。只是不能用webcam~~不过对我来说,已经很满足了。嘻嘻~~
窗外下着雨,haiz~~说不怕是骗人的~~恐怖到~~
但不管怎样,我还是喜欢雨夜,虽然对于现在来讲,气氛是有点诡异啦~~不过,我还是很爱雨夜。

看着绵绵细雨一直一直下着,听着它一滴一滴打在屋顶上的声音,节奏时快时慢,拼凑起来,对我来说是一首动人的无名曲。
在这个夜晚,安静中带有动韵,燥热下倍添凉爽,雨声像是一段安静的乐曲,持续表达着心情。

雨滴~~
寂寞的时候,它的旋律就像是朋友般,可以伴我入眠~~
开心的时候,它的旋律就像是在为我的好心情而翩翩起舞~~
伤心的时候,它的旋律轻轻柔柔的就像是在安慰我~~
无聊的时候,它的旋律就好似在和我说着别人听不懂的悄悄话~~

看着雨滴在树叶上打滚,像是顽皮的小精灵在跳舞,把夏之韵的心情舞出,这样的夜晚,注定悠闲。看着看着,哈哈~~我笑了~~
望着窗外,今夜的细雨在路灯的照耀下更显细密,道道天线由天际划过。整个夜晚笼罩在这种天籁的声音里,丝丝缕缕的思绪飘来,谱写离家的哀愁。

写下专属今晚的雨夜,下次再回看的时候,我又会怀着什么样的心情呢??

Thursday, August 12, 2010

缘~

缘~~
什么是缘分?
宿命?机会?命中注定?人与人之间的联系?
每个人对《缘》字的定义都不同,各有各的看法,我不能断定谁对谁错,毕竟它的含义太过辽阔。

无论是亲情,友情,爱情,都与“缘”脱离不了关系。
亲情~~
对于我来说,这辈子有缘成为一家人,亲人,那绝对是我们上辈子修了几万年的福气。有缘成为亲人,就等于是上苍这辈子赐给我们最宝贝的礼物。我们要和平共处,相亲相爱。这样才不会辜负上苍的好意。
友情~~
两个人能够相遇,相识到相知,后成为知己,是件不容易的事。原本陌生的两个人,经过自我介绍进而认识对方,之后或许因为有共同的话题而常常聚在一起,这些过程,要不是因为有阿拉给的缘分,我相信我们永远都没有办法拥有知己。
爱情~~

在这个世上,有谁能告诉我,她/他,从来都不渴望自己能拥有一段刻骨铭心的爱情?
爱情,它可以是一个很美的神话,没有碰过它的人,或许很期望自己有一天可以走向它;但是被它伤过的人呢??有些人会选择一辈子都不再与它有任何牵扯,但有些人,却还是心甘情愿走向它。。。为什么呢?因为它的魔力让人无法挡吗?
或许我可以说,那是因为《缘》在作祟。

缘起缘灭~无论结局如何,曾经拥有的每一分每一秒,我们都要学会去珍惜。

Monday, August 9, 2010

090810

我从来不知道,夜晚的海边可以那么美~那个夜景,不是我所能用只字片语可以形容的。坐在斜坡上,吹着凉凉的海风,那瞬间,我的脑海闪过好多画面,与美好的回忆。
自小,我就希望有朝一日,可以静静的一个人埋没在海边的夜景,如今我终于如愿了,我很开心。 虽然我知道,这个想法或许傻的可笑,这样就可以让我开心一整个晚上,但是又有谁晓得,仅仅这样,就可以让我暂且抛开我所有的烦恼,把它托付给一望无际的大海,随着破涛汹涌的海浪,漂流到世界各地。
又有谁晓得,一个人吹着凉凉的海风,仅仅这样,我就可以暂且的躲进我所有回忆里,细细品尝着曾经只属于我的甜蜜回忆,然后一个人傻笑。
脱掉脚上累人的高跟鞋,轻轻地踏在沙滩上,海水随着海浪打在我脚上,那种感觉,是我前所未有享受过的。
远处可以看见一闪一闪的灯光亮着,像一座座耀眼的灯塔,那是一艘艘的渔船。
我甚至幻想着自己是一只小鸟,飞到渔船上,看着渔夫们捕鱼 ,绕着渔船转圈圈~哈哈。。那会是什么样的感觉呢?
有些时候我在想,人。。。。。。为什么要如此复杂呢??简单一点不好吗?
真的~~有些朋友,我是真的真的不想失去,可偏偏我却失去了。。。有时候我真的不清楚到底是怎么了。觉得很累~~不想再去猜测,我身边朋友的想法。
望着海浪一波一波的打在大石上,我把我所有的不快与烦恼,全部交给它。。。。。。

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